03/11/2026
The face that I save for you, and the face that you will see again one day my darling…
I had never been happier than when Sherri took this photo.. we had had our little girly sneak of w**e, whilst playing “football” with the boys.. …on the happiest day of my life.. genuine and real happiness,not to be taken lightly, and only experienced so briefly..
I now know, after reading so many heartbreaking stories and receiving so many messages, that I am supposed to feel grateful, as I got to experience love like no other.. but that doesn’t make for easy reading, neither does how the grief just gets worse.. how is that even possible?
I will save this smile for you…. My face will never ever again show how happy you made me…
Until we meet again, I “live and breathe you”, except I don’t live and I barely breathe… (and we know how often you had to tell me to breathe!)
I long to be able to write a poem, paint a picture, or shout from every rooftop about how missed and loved you are.. but no words will ever explain this torture..
Till I see you again, like our Scarlett Smith , get the drinks ordered, and she will buy the next one..
We “love and adore you, and we always will”.
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