11/22/2023
Keep your head to the sky
When I think I donβt deserve it, I think about Jesus.
And the fact that he was perfect and he thinks that Iβm worth it.
I know I got a purpose.
So when I donβt like what I see in the mirror
I learn to look passed the surface.
Believe me God heard this,
'Cause these words came from my heart
I am in pain, and it is dark.
Then came the spark to light down the road
To let me know that he would lighten up my load. This road I'm on is a very bad and has a lot of Curves , but I know one day
itβs gonβ get greater later,
God only wants the best for me
But the devilβs a hater,,
I can see the devils eyes through the smiles of fake friends,
If yall think hate wins just keep waitin'
At the end of the day whoβs will you think will prevail,
Or will you live to tell, I feel I'm living in Hell, right now and don't know why ,but I never Stop getting in His word, I had
Miracle after miracle believe me it comes true...
The spiritual individual within you has to stand up against evil or whatever π― is put in your Path... Remember one thing from ME..
Keep your head to the sky.....
Lord if you hear me,
You know that Iβm coming to you sincerely
I need you near me, please feel me
Iβm sick and I need for you to heal me
Iβm lost and looking for the real me
Iβm tired and weary
Havenβt been able to see things clearly
And even though I know you love me dearly
I still get leery
So where does that leave me?
Lost and alone
I wanna call God but itβs like I lost my phone
Every day is a struggle cause I juggle my problems
Need to let go and let God
'Cause only he could solve them
Iβm tired of lying to myself
Thinking I could do it on my own
When I get left alone
When the devil sneaks in and creeps in
Knocks on the door lightly than peeks in
And itβs usually around the weekend
Then I get reckless and jump off the deep end
Come on.
Keep your head to the sky
Listen to this ,
Because I might look good on the outside but you have no idea what I'm going through on the inside ,my family is crying every day because what's going on with me, it's not fair what has happened to me
Brain surgery failed πͺ now I'm living in
Hell the outside is fine but the inside you have no idea..
I'm having Electric on the left side of my face sometimes 30 minutes Straight
Sometimes 7hr straight, sometimes
12 hr straight, and just yesterday I had it all night straight, sometimes.the medicine doesn't even touch it, sometimes my Green plant doesn't touch it...
I fell like I'm living in Hell I feel so bad for my family because there's nothing that they can do for me, is this a sign πͺ I don't know anymore had to close down something I love very much, all I can do is when this Attack happens to the left side of my face is call on God but I feel he doesn't hear me and I don't want to be here anymore π π πͺ
But I know that will take away my problem but not take it away for my family and friends problem ,
Keep your head to the sky!!!
Something might look good on the outside
But you have no idea what's wrong on the inside π€ I love every one but true be told
I'm always there for anyone and now I've been home 5 months now I've probably seen some people 2 times and help us Once, to help me and my family in 5 months π there is 2 people that has us the whole time and we are very Bless π
For them!!!!! One person made me Cry with a Blessing out of no where at the right time π β¨οΈ πͺ π
All I can say is ...
KEEP YOUR HEAD TO THE SKY!!!!
THANK YOU FOR EVERYONE THAT HADS ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR ME AND MY FAMILY THANK YOU π π β€οΈ...
Update now I have to get a Needle on the left side of my face by my Temple,
Then dr. Talking about Brain Surgery
Again I just wish this Page πͺ of my book π π will filp..
2:30am God Bless π π π
Thank you everyone that has and is paying it forward God has seen π π everything I've done in the past 5 years doing Mobile !!
Thank everyone again!! π
KEEP YOUR HEAD TO THE SKY!!!!!!!