02/17/2026
Craig Myers yup again,nick doesn’t even realize the impact he had on me and the kids, he rushed into a relationship he wasn’t supposed to without fixing anything in the previous ones and it will keep happening. God has sent me so many signs and I can’t unlove your son I am inlove with him and you can’t hate me for that I will wait for him forever and I pray my thoughts are sent to nick the day of his wedding cause I want to object but I won’t be there. Me and nick have both done wrong things to eachother but last time I see him he said he screwed up and missed me and wanted to do couples therapy but I can’t share nick he cheated on me with Whitney so it was hard to want to do therapy while he was with zoey I wanted him to leave her first but he wouldn’t and he started to treat me like nobody, an option. I went and seen him at the sobriety home while working 12 hours a day with two kids just to find other girls numbers and pictures in his phone that s**t wasn’t fair I was struggling with my life to be with him and my kids talk about him every day and cry theirselves to sleep over another father figure abandoning them that isn’t fair neither Whitney put that tpo on nick she fled the country she could’ve stayed at the wielers and she didn’t I never left nick I wanted him away from me and the babies because I didn’t want them to get hurt but I loved him that was such a hard thing for me to do ur son is gonna keep getting karma for what he did until he comes back home and fixes things with me and the kids and I know because I’ve been heaving several dreams about your son. He can marry this zoey girl all he wants but marriage isn’t love and you should know that I slept with ur son less than a year ago multiple times actually and I know he is the one I want there is nothing else and I believe he knows that too I just feel like he’s stuck because of u and Zoey. I feel Deep down u aren’t letting him talk to me because if he did u would kick him out and not help him or his kid or make him live with zoey which she isn’t allowing and or u would just put him in a shelter of some type or sobriety home. And that s**t is wrong I would want my kids to be with who they love or who loves them. I feel you are making nick suffer because his mom never loved you enough to stay or change so ur gonna make sure ur son suffers right along with u… you cannot hate or judge me for u were not present for all of me and nicks ups and downs and u can’t blame me for what nick has done to his life just like I can’t blame nick. Nick can’t get off of drugs because he is putting the blame on me and that s**t is wrong nick was the worst thing to happen to me not the other way around when nick came to me I had two jobs two cars money sitting daycare etc
So screw whatever bad thoughts u have in your head about me ur son has never had someone love him the way I do period I never cheated on him he did it to me in my ow car he did to me why Whitney did to him even screamed her name while I was going down on him and I will never forget that. But I forgive him because I’m inlove with him and he wasn’t ready either, he wast healed from Whitney I don’t blame him but I do know better now. I feel now isn’t the time, but it will be coming soon and I have faith god has everything mapped out. I might be moving out of state so I can have my own place and when I do get my own place in a couple monthes I will be finding some way to reach out to nick and let him know I’m waiting for him to come home, even if that means that he will need a divorce, s**t I hope to have such a good grip on finances here soon that we can pay his child support if need be to see his kids I don’t want to keep his kids from him. I’m not evil if nick tried to portray me in that manner just to get help from you cause lord knows he would only tell the bad parts about me. Nobody ever tells the good cause the good is too good 😌.
