02/01/2023
One day you will see me posting a selfie in coco rica instead of my bedroom or front yard ! 🤣 and I don’t even know where that is but I can just imagine a beautiful beach behind me and some pretty tree growing out the sand ! Parrots flying around and maybe some blow fish 🐟
I’m no where near close to do that day but I just know I can feel it in my cracked heels!
One thing for sure , is that I will not give up trying !
There are days my mind tells me you might as well quit trying so hard . No one likes your personality, no one will ever trust you because you were an addict , you are just not meant for it , you aren’t as pretty or rich as the other influencers!
This job is not giving me financial stability! I go WEEKS with no sales! I don’t have friends that support me ! I don’t have lots of people on my lives .
But ….I have faith that one day I will ! I have Met lots of wonderful people in the 7 or 8 months I’ve been doing this . I have been consistent every dayposting on multiple platforms plus working a normal job , taking care of my kids , sports , keeping up the house while my fiancé is away working , and being a good woman to my man !
I have bad days where I just get into a funk like everyone does
But I make myself come out of it !
If you are doing your makeup, watching other influencers , sharing stuff on your page , making post, posting pics , interacting with people on social media ,
Then you could be doing this too! Is it easy ? NO
But it keeps me busy and productive and I’m not losing anything !
And to me some is better then none !
But I know that all my hard work will pay off eventually! I have came to far to Quit! 🙏
And remember it’s free to be nice ! Simply sharing my content or liking my pic , saying hey on my live , mentioning my name to a friend is all free!
Thank you for reading and thank you to all my people that support !
Much love ❤️