05/30/2026
Lately, I’ve been having these moments of overwhelming gratitude. 🥹
Just being able to find a career that fits my personality perfectly, gives me the desired flexibility I need for my children and allows me to be a present parent, as well as a provider. Ive also met so many amazing people and built relationships that I know will last a lifetime.
I look back over the 6ish years I’ve been doing this and try to recollect what brought me here..
I’ve had a ton of moments in my life of things just not working out and it’s caused me to doubt anything that actually does. 🙃
And I know, without a shadow of a doubt, it has all been God’s doing. He’s showed me every step of the way, believing in me and bringing this to my attention in the first place. Putting the right people in my life that have brought me here. He has answered so many of my prayers!! And I’m so unworthy.
I used to cry, when I prayed because I didn’t have a job that I loved. And then I had a baby and I wanted to spend as much time as I possibly could with her.. but I also needed and loved making money.
I’m not so much the stay at home mom type.. I love having multiple days where I am home to be with the kids.. but I also love having days where I’m doing something for myself and getting my energy out elsewhere. So basically, I’ve always needed at least a part time job. I get depressed and stir crazy when I’m at home constantly or constantly around small children. 🥴 as much as I love them with my entire being. I just have to be working to feel good about myself.
And while I have made sacrifices and I work like a dog many days. lol I know I’ve worked hard to get here and I’ve had to really prove myself, be consistent, show up and put in the time and effort to be able to do this. People won’t recommend you if you are doing “just a quick wipe down” . lol details people!! This is truly not easy work.. your body takes a toll and you are physically exhausted and you have to be able to handle that.
But now I can never see myself doing anything else. I just want to clean until I croak over, I guess. Hahaha
When I think back, do yall know I have about 3 best friends that I grew up with that were basically my sisters. 3 girls come to mind. And I can remember their parents NEVER minding if I came over on days that my friends were having to do their chores. Lol Like clean their rooms and their bathrooms and help around the house, because I was always willing to jump in and help! I loved cleaning and I loved helping. I would help my friends get their chores done. 😂 there was multiple times that my friend’s parents would pay me to help them clean extra. 😂 while they were at work and stuff. lol
My friends would chill in their room and I would clean their house when I was 13, 14, 15 years old. Lol They were like “Dude, what is wrong with you? You don’t have to do that you know.” Hahaha
I have all these memories. lol
I grew up with 4 brothers. And my parents worked a lot. And I was home alone a lot and I was always cleaning our house. Because nobody else would. Haha It was chaotic growing up, and not a ton of structure.. and I craved structure. And cleaning was my outlet and way of having some control of my environment.
I say all of that to say, it’s just always been who I am. And It’s funny how sometimes things are right in our face. And I wished I would have known, back when I was in my early 20s, that I could have been working this hard for myself the entire time. But I didn’t know you could do this for other people. Haha
But I am so glad God showed me the way! Cleaning has brought out the very best in me. Pushed me out of my comfort zone, forced me to learn how to run a business. It’s helped me be able to completely be myself.
If you support me in any way, I just want to say thank you from the bottom of my heart.
Cleaning, helping others, working hard to make a living is making my dreams come true.
Don’t ever give up on finding work that makes you happy. 🩷🧽✨✨💖
