10/28/2026
Hello my lovely ducks.
I was meant to make a video about this. However, I am not ready to be on camera just yet, but you all deserve an explanation.
You'll notice I had my last contest in July. In August, I started having personal issues, but also issues with fatigue. I couldn't get up to my alarms, I would drag myself everyday. I never was a person to nap though out the day but I would feel like I had too.
I knew something was wrong and always felt dread, but couldn't figure out what was wrong with me.
Then came August. My personal issues started creating more stress, and it started making my fatigue worse. It didn't help that my romantic relationship was on the rocks, my work relationships also started to dwindle. I lost clients. And at the same time, means I lost friends I made when I started this business.
In September, I started having serious issues, where my "time of the month" would cause pains so bad I'd buckle when trying to stand, ball up while laying down, and wouldn't be able to even function in my own home. It was to the point where family members called for a wellness check, because I couldn't walk 10 feet to get to my phone.
It got worse, to the point of multiple hospital visits, everyday feeling like I was on a intense period, taking more pain medications if like to admit as someone who hates taking any.
Finally only now, I have more answers. I was dealing with ovarian cysts and possible endometriosis. I still have to wait for a specialist in January, but now I can at least medicate to control the cysts, and pain medication is actually working, when in the past it wasn't. I started cutting out the stressors in my life, making changes to better myself. Not just for me, but for you, my lovely ducks.
If I was told to go to the doctor when the fatigue started, this may have been controlled before becoming a problem. And that's where now, I'm sitting here apologizing to all my clients lost or not. I thank the clients who were patient with me, understanding, and caring. I always said "life happens", and as much as it upsets me that it happened so soon into this business I built, I am just fortunate I can figure it out now and get better.
Do not ignore your body. Don't wait until it takes over your life. If things change suddenly, even the small things, get it checked out immediately.
If you read all this I thank you for your time. I thank all of you for your patience and caring souls.
My business line was "let's get all your ducks in a row". But I guess it was my turn this time.